Fair Days in 2026

My last summer activity most years is attending the Iowa State Fair and volunteering at the gospel outreach booth. I was at the booth on the mornings of Friday, August 14, and the following Tuesday. This year, I actually got into a few conversations with people.

The Saturday before the fair started, the booth organizer asked for help getting everything setup. Dad and I joined other volunteers of various ages and helped erect the steel structure, electric lines, banners, and everything else. I talked with a friend I hadn't seen in person for a few years and another one of the regular outreach volunteers. I knew her face well as we've served together in different functions, but it took a while to remember Mary's name. It was a great time of fellowship with like-minded Christians. Shortly after lunch, everything was complete, gospel tracts and booklets were on display, and the booth was ready for guests.

Friday morning took over 40 minutes to get in the parking lot, which meant Sara and I arrived a little late to our locations. Soon after, three older teen boys caught a glimpse of a million dollar bill gospel tract and picked one up. As they did, I directed to read the million dollar question on the back. Most people walk away as they read, but this group stayed. I waited a few seconds for the young man to read and then asked him, "Would you say you're a good person?" He responded, "I would say so, but they might not."

Using this, I bounced the question to his friends before taking them through a few of the Ten Commandments. They had all broken at least some of the commands, so I continued with all deserving of hell and Jesus paying our fine. It has been a while since I actually got to take someone through the "good person" test one-on-one, but they seemed to understand and take it seriously.

Later in the day, a lady from a neighboring booth stopped over and I noted her cross necklace. She quickly got to the question she had in mind; do I believe the world is flat or a globe? I answered globe and cited the Bible speaks about the circle of the earth. Before I could get to other scientific proofs, she cut me off and responded with her stance on flat earth and we'll just have to find out when we die. I attempted a reply, but she ran off before I received a breath. I have studied the beliefs of flat earthers and how they deny evidence we can test and accounts from Christian astronauts, but this was my first time speaking with one. Tuesday's notable conversation was with an older woman who believed dinosaurs were primarily made up. I gave her passages from Job and volunteer Mary gave her a booklet on the subject.

Regular conversations about the Ark Encounter were had both days with some people wanting to go and others already had. It was a great time though and I'm thankful I was able to volunteer again. Sara and I both commented on Thursday that it's a lot of work, and we don't really see much of the fair, but we already miss not having more outreach opportunities.

This week will be another busy time of doctor's appointments and annual tests. On Tuesday, I'm scheduled to get a temporary crown on one of my upper back teeth. I'm a little concerned how it will affect my stick use, but I will wait and see. It will be another fun time of adjusting in the quad life. 

Weekend of Freedom and Celebration

Yesterday, America celebrated 250 years of becoming an independent country. While no nation has truly been Christian, the US has come the closest.

The founding fathers wrote in the Declaration of Independence that all men are created equal and are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable rights. From the country's foundation, God was acknowledged and the reason for our rights. Later on the 1st Amendment guaranteed all citizens the right to practice their faith and not have government force a certain belief.

At the time, the Catholic church was dominant in Europe and held strong influence over nations and local jurisdictions. As the protestant movement crew, Catholic leaders made it so that anyone who didn't follow Catholicism could be arrested, and most were killed for their faith. In this environment, being able to worship freely was indeed a welcome idea.

Today, the so called separation of church and state is taken to extremes. When prayer is allowed at public schools, or the Ten Commandments posted, it is strongly protested. At the same time, humanism is freely taught by saying evolution is the reason everything exists and God has no place in science.

This morning, I preached along a patriotic line using Romans 13:1-7. All leaders, whether good or bad, have been appointed by God. When they make rules that don't go against God's commands, then we are to obey them as commanded. The example I used was obeying the speed limit. Just as telling one lie makes you a liar, or one murder a murderer, so one mile-per-hour over breaks the law. Even if police won't pick you up unless you're much faster, it still breaks the command.

Unfortunately, as America becomes more secular and turns away from her roots and Christianity, not all laws and regulations are biblical. I recently heard of a 5th grade boy who was required to read a book to a Kindergartner about being trans. This went against the boy's belief as a Christian and he protested on reading it. Unfortunately, it is now up to courts deciding the student's freedom of speech.

I am thankful for the 250 years God has blessed this country. I continue to pray that leaders will truly come to Him and live as God commands. Many today twist Scripture to their own desires and not what it actually means.

Have a great remaining time of celebration and may we look to God's law as our basis for government and living. 

What's a Schedule?

In Proverbs, we read that man makes many plans, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails. This week has been one of change and adjustment.

Tuesday, Sara, my day-time caregiver, thought the new skin area was looking worse. Therefore, I called my dermatologist to see if I could get in any earlier than my late July appointment. A few hours later, I had an appointment for Thursday that someone had cancelled. This was good news, but required rescheduling my hair cut. That is actually a challenging task, but was done.

My doctor wasn't too concerned and said it currently looks superficial. However, he doubled a steroid I've been taking to encourage protein absorption. He also ordered a new treatment to the area, but insurance is now debating if they will cover it or not. I'm thankful to be making more effort in this area, but that's not the only problem.

Every few weeks, my caregivers change a patch on the right side of my chest that connects to my diaphragm pacemaker. In the first few years I had it, I had trouble with wires getting damaged and not working. The solution at that time was to put some silicone gel to restore connection. That worked, but other improvements made this need obsolete and everything has been working well for at least a decade.

For about a month, when changing the patch, one of my caregivers said the silicone was getting sticky and adhering to the dressing over it. I consulted with my other caregivers and an expert nurse on the system, and they weren't concerned. Early this week, I had a different nurse change the patch, and he had the same issue, but maybe a little worse. Wednesday morning, I emailed a different technician on the DPS than I did previously to check his thoughts. He now has flight plans and should arrive Tuesday to work on my patch. What one person thought was fine, another says it needs immediate repair.

Things I had planned to do this week didn't happen and what I hadn't expected to do did happen. Late Tuesday morning, I spoke to a class of Occupational Therapy Assistants. One of their questions was if I could work a full-time job. I answered that I did a couple full-time temp jobs after college, but that was 23 years ago. At this point in the quad life, especially with my caregiver schedule, it would not be a possibility. It seems like I spend an increasing amount of time just trying to maintain my health. 

With all these unexpected twists, I'm especially thankful for my dad. He continues to make sure I have a working vehicle I can use and works at least full-time so I can keep medical insurance. As my physical needs change, I also become more dependent on his care when I don't have caregivers.

God has blessed me with great parents that do so much for me. I never know how long we will be able to continue, but am thankful for all the years so far and look forward to another week to come. 

First Visit in 54 Years

In 1972, Apollo 17 was the last manned mission to the moon. The goal to beat the Russians to the moon had been achieved and interest, and funding, dwindled. Since then, human space travel has been limited to low earth orbit and the international space station.

My interest in space is mild compared to some, but I do like the science related to space exploration and how the "heavens declare the glory of God." On April 1, 2026, the Artemis II spacecraft launched with four crew members aboard. The goal of the 9.5 day mission was to go around the far side of the moon and test the various systems of the rocket and capsule. In the process, the astronauts would also travel further from earth than any previous mission.

During the mission, I have been catching various live coverage as well as highlight videos as the four neared the moon. One of the new systems aboard the spacecraft was a bathroom with a more regular toilet. It had a few problems and became one of the top stories about the entire mission. A local plumbing and heating company posted a message saying they were ready to answer the repair call.

Monday, April 6, was the day the craft flew behind the moon. Both astronauts and commentators were running out of words to describe the beauty and sights they were seeing. The views of earth, moon, and solar eclipse were all unique experiences that very few people have seen and the world hasn't done for over half a century. I enjoyed seeing all the pictures that were sent back and finally watching the splashdown live Friday evening during supper.

Since the last moon missions, a group of conspiracy theorists have claimed the earth is actually flat, we've never been to the moon, and anyone claiming the earth is a globe or we've been in space is lying. I saw some comments from them trying to say how videos were fake, just in a studio somewhere, and various other such denials. Many in this group also say the Bible supports their theory, while citing passages out of context. It is sad that they miss out on part of God's glory.

Traveling 252,756 miles from earth is a long distance, but it's nothing when compared to the vastness of space. The sun is about 93 million miles from earth with light taking eight minutes to travel the distance. The nearest stars and galaxies are trillions of miles from earth requiring a distance measurement of a light year, the distance light can travel in a year.

In Scripture we read that God created the stars and knows them all by name. We now know their are billions of galaxies that include billions of stars each. Trying to wrap our mind around such vastness is nearly impossible, but it all points to the awesome power of God who has made all this, but still calls us His sons and daughters.

Some question the reason for space travel and if it's worth the effort and expense. Some new technologies have developed from it that help in different aspects. However, I keep in mind the command given to explore creation and subdue it. The more we see, the more awe we can contribute to God and the abilities He has given us. That is what I choose to do and why I keep at least partial interest in space. I hope you will do the same. 

Do We Recall History

A few days ago, I read Judges 11 as part of my morning reading. In part of the chapter Jephthah debates with a king who was fighting against Israel. He detailed Israel's history of conquering the land in question and even recounted dialogue that took place 300 years earlier.

This year celebrates America's 250th year as an independent country. Can any of my readers recall history from from the 50 years prior to this country's independence? I'm certain that such history is available and some people can likely recount some of it, but it is not common.

We are also living in a time when history is being questioned by many and if it can be trusted. Looking at everyday life, it's easy to find one-sided reporting from news media that spins current event in a particular viewpoint. After a few years, or decades, have passed from some milestone and memories begin to fade, biased reporting can have a lasting impact. This is heard particularly when citing even older history, like 2,000 years ago.

Today is Easter Sunday, it is when millions of Christians around the world celebrate the resurrection of Jesus Christ. This event is one that separates Christianity from the other religions of the world. Islam, Buddhism, and other great religious faiths have leaders that have died and never went further. Jesus' death and resurrection paid the fine for our sins so that we may have eternal life with Him if we repent from sin and trust in Christ alone.

However, many today so you cannot trust the Bible and the history it records. Skeptic argue it was written by men well after the events occurred and negates any prophecy. Looking at the four gospels, some also try to say they copied each other in parts and give conflicting information to events that are irreconcilable.

Well, let's look at a few pieces of evidence. First, many of the eyewitnesses were alive when the first books the New Testament were written. Therefore, they could easily correct any errors in the records and refute false information. We also see a great change in Jewish lifestyle.

Centuries of animal sacrifice suddenly stopped and the new religion of Christianity quickly spread despite severe persecution. All but one of the apostles were martyred for their faith and never gave up their testimony. Would that many people be killed for following a known lie?

Testimonies outside of Scripture, such as from Josephus, Tacitus, and Plimy the Younger, recount the happenings around Easter. It is such a well documented event from different sources, that few try to say it didn't happen.

Through recorded resources, eyewitness testimonies, and more, we can be certain of the death and resurrection of Christ. As we go forward from this day, let us remember Scripture's reliability and use it to spread the good news of forgiveness.

Chair Repair

It has been over two months since I got my new chair. In that time, and after three miles of driving, I have noticed areas that need work. This week, two technicians came from my chair provider to address some of the issues.

First, my caregiver and I noticed my legs were not sitting straight and my feet wouldn't lay flat. As long as I can remember, my legs have flopped out to the sides, like frog's legs. It's fine in bed, but it doesn't work when trying to sit. Therefore, I have had knee supports that keeps my legs from going out too far.

After some fairly significant adjusting of the supports, my legs were straight once again. Next, moving my foot rests up about an inch allowed my entire foot to lay flat and be supported. My caregiver and I were very pleased to see the improvement and my lower body aligned properly.

Another concern that my parents noticed was this chair's lack of a strap for chest restraint. I liked not needed another device to stay straight. However, I researched through my local law enforcement and we both discovered a chest restaurant is required for wheelchair users in vehicles. The solution is now a strap that can go over my front when needed, but easily left off as well. Unfortunately, not everything else could be adjusted.

When traveling, my mom and I noticed the chair wants to tip over when making right-hand turns. I explained the situation to the techs, but they had never heard of such an issue before. Looking at my van's straps for the chair, they thought it could be due to where I sit and that I can't be restrained from the side. The only suggestion was to only tilt fully when highway driving, and sit upright when in town. A visit to someone who does wheelchair restraints could also offer solutions, but that was all.

As time has passed, I've also noticed I'm not sitting as well as at first. My right arm seems to be elevated and just not sitting right at a good angle. Again, the techs were at a loss for further arm rest movement. Dad tried moving it Saturday, but I have yet to sit in the chair and try his change.

I had hoped to have all concerns fixed at this point and enjoy my new wheels. Unfortunately, it still has some challenges and is starting to get uncomfortable to sit in. I was looking forward to my first time preaching this spring and be able to get elevated for the crowd. Now, I'm beginning to wonder if my previous chair may be better suited. So far, nothing is scheduled, so I have time to adjust and consider. Such is the quad life.

Tomorrow, I'm also waiting to hear if my funding for nurses can be approved for February. I filed an appeal, but it will take time to decide on when to be heard. Until then, I continue to rely on God's timing and grace for my needs.

Time Quickly Disappeared

The eighth commandment is "Do not steal." Most of us think about robbing an individual, a business, or something similar. These are correct thoughts, and the value of what is taken doesn't matter, it still breaks the command. Therefore, a pen or penny is theft just the same as taking a diamond ring or millions of dollars. However, there is something even more precious that we have been given and regular waste.

Time is a gift from God, but one that vanishes quickly. I have preached a few times on the importance of not stealing time by using it to sin or waste it in too much entertainment. For about the past month, I have been acting as a hypocrite.

In part, the fourth command says that six days you shall labor and rest one. That has changed in the new covenant, but it is more than I will cover in today's update. We are allowed time to rest, and it is necessary, but we need to be careful not to overdue it. 

At most, I only have about five hours a day that I'm upright and can be active. Therefore, I try to be diligent to only play games or upright leisure activities Sunday afternoons. However, since probably mid-December, I haven't had a lot of web work and make excuses to spend an hour 2-3 nights a week in entertainment. This may not seem like a lot of time, but it is a significant part of my day compared to total upright time. Early Monday evening, we received a call that brought time management to high importance.

Last October, my DHS case manager submitted my annual review to have funding for my day-time caregivers. I use a waiver, or exception, to go beyond the regular allotted amount in order to get a full day covered. Monday's phone call let us know that it was denied. Starting February 1, I'll lose a large chunk of what covers my day help.

Therefore, this week was partially spent in research and filing an appeal to the decision. It costs nearly three times the amount to have me in a care facility vs. living at home. Beyond that, without private insurance, my doctors, medications, monthly supplies, and so on would also be charged to the state. I'm looking at the financial strain as well as quality of life. The Olmstead decision by the Supreme Court in 1999 said that all accommodations must be made to live in the least restrictive environment.

It's possible I will have to speak before a judge at some point and plead my case for more funds. My parents can't regularly do more than they already are, but my breathing system is also incompatible with alarm systems in care facilities.

Living the quad life indeed has its challenges. This week's lesson is to make careful use of time as we may quickly lose it. As with everything, I trust in God's care and will look to His plan. This has been a difficult year so far and it looks like the trend will continue. 

Another Leader has Passed On

Every January, people speculate what they will do that year or what may happen in the world. The primary predictions for 2025 centered around political change. I'm quite certain nobody would have guessed the major adjustments in conservative Christianity that would come.

In July, Dr. John MacArthur passed away at age 86. He had been a pastor for 56 years in one southern California church. His Bible knowledge and clear preaching was loved by many and God used him to do much for Christianity. Dr. MacArthur's loss was hard for many, including me, but not completely unexpected. His health had been failing for over a year and he had rarely been able to preach. 

Just a few weeks ago, Charlie Kirk was martyred in Utah on a college campus. In the 17 days since, the world (not hyperbole) has been reacting by turning to God and becoming more bold in outreach by proclaiming biblical truth. One of the leading Pastors who boldly preached for decades was Voddie Baucham. Mr. Baucham passed away unexpectedly this week at age 56.

I enjoyed listening to Voddie's messages that accurately declared Scripture and didn't give in to societal trends. As an African American, he taught that nobody deserves something because of the shade of their skin. Voddie's book Fault Lines outlined the problems with social justice and warned of future problems if nothing changed. I learned from it and still have it on my book shelf today.

With so many leaders leading this world, more people are wondering who will replace them. As I heard one person reflect on this, he quoted from Isaiah 6:8 "Here am I, send me." Younger pastors and leaders need to step up and be bold for Christ, and I believe we're starting to see that change.

Living the quad life has challenges for getting out more, but I've found myself considering how I could be more active. One idea was to make more Christian videos on social media and see where God continues to lead me. 

We never know what a week, or even a day, may bring. Whatever you do this week, make sure to serve God wherever He calls and be prepared to be called to account at any time. 

Showing True Colors

As one news commentator stated, this has been a week that changed the world. On Wednesday, September 10, Charlie Kirk was killed while speaking at a university in Utah.

Before Wednesday, I had vaguely heard the name of Mr. Kirk, but I couldn't pick his picture out or tell you anything about him. For the last few days, I have watched some of his debates and seen his firm commitment for following Christ. This, along with his conservative stance on politics, made him both adored and hated. No matter the topic of debate, Charlie would converse respectfully, but not back down from truth.

This shooting has been called a political assassination by some. Several people speculated that Mr. Kirk would run for president when he became eligible in four years, at age 35. Conservative Christians that I follow have been mourning Charlie's death, but are also inspired by his boldness and vow to carry on his legacy.

On the other side of the political spectrum, many in the Democrat party and "left" leaning news outlets have been praising the act of violence and saying it was his own fault. I heard a teacher at a nearby public high school was fired for comments he made on social media support the murder.

I'm sorry that it is only now I started watching Mr. Kirk's content. He appears to be someone to learn from and get encouragement to stand for Christ. I can't say I would look to purposefully engage in debate, but it sometimes happens in evangelism whether you plan to or not.

I have written before that I want to be used by God to always serve Him. This week's actions have encouraged it all the more. Tonight is currently my last time to preach this year, and I plan to encourage the congregation to do the same. 

Seeing Stars, Satellites, or Both?

My day-time caregiver leaves around 5:00 every afternoon. Our goal is to have my physical cares complete, appear decent (at least for me), and be sitting in bed and on my computer. This works fine, but it means I'm generally in my room every evening. The arrangement doesn't allow for extra activities, like star-gazing.

I generally get one night a year to be out to see the stars, July 4. While waiting for fireworks to start, I look up at the sky and see God's creation. Unfortunately, my town moved there location for fireworks and we can no longer see them from our house. Therefore, we stay inside during our Independence Day celebrations. A few weeks ago, I did get to enjoy a short version of my annual viewing.

My family went out for supper in a nearby town with several close relatives. With stopping for ice cream after supper, it was nearly 9:30 when we returned home. As soon as dad got me out of the van, I drove through the garage, out on the driveway, and slightly tilted my chair.

While dad finished unloading the van, I sat and let my eyes focus on the tiny dots of light. As I tried to ignore the street light, I thought I noticed a few planes as well. I may have seen some, but quickly concluded they were too fast and close together for aircraft and were likely satellites. I have read a few comments that the increase in satellites, especially from Star Link, have made time-lapse star photography nearly impossible. However, I think they add to the eye candy. Continuing to sit in-front of the house, I pondered the amazing creation God has made and knowledge He has provided to scientists and engineers.

The same creator of the tiny gnat that flies in your face also created nebulae, vast areas in space containing gas and other items. Yet, all this just receives one line in the Bible, "He made the stars also."

In less than ten minutes, it was time to go inside again. My annual time to see the stars is likely done for the year. When the sun starts to set around 6:00, or earlier, it's generally too cold for me to willingly sit outside. I'm thankful for whatever glimpse of creation I can experience and continuing to learn about the God who spoke it all into existence.

Heading Toward Calm

The last few months have felt like I'm always on the go. This is typical for my summers, but for this year has felt extra busy for some reason. Thankfully, my calendar is clearing out and it looks like slower times ahead for a few weeks. However, this last week was still full of activity.

Tuesday was my second and final day at the gospel outreach group. The booth is sandwiched by two other booths that do not have Christian values, the Democrat party and Bud & Mary's cannabis booth. I usually end up facing the cannabis booth and get a nose full of the free smells they include of their products. It's supposed to just be the scent, but the idea can give thoughts of added influence. For the first part of Tuesday, I started the shift facing the opposite direction.

One lady spent time talking with the political party, showing support for their ideas, and then meandered over toward me. As she looked over the literature we have on display, I asked her about her knowledge of Noah's Ark and the Bible. She had some, but looked more disdained, and said she was part of a liberal Lutheran church. Just as I began asking about sin and salvation, she quickly left. Throughout the rest of the morning, I had a few short conversations with parents as their kids got dinosaur tattoos, but my fellow volunteers looked busier. No matter what, God's creation and the gospel were shared to many people through various forms.

Thursday and Friday night were this week's open shifts. I was thankful not to have any outings as the day starts out pretty groggy. I made sure to review the message I preached this morning, but not much else was done for being productive.

With this schedule of open nights likely continuing for several months, we all need to get used to the routine. Unfortunately, I already see the toll it's taking on my parents' health. God has brought us through another week of the quad life and I will look to Him for strength and energy.

Practicing what I Preach

Sometimes we learn while we age, other times we just age. This past week had some of both situations that I will need to keep in mind for the future.

My first sermon was given in November 2017. I preached on why we have suffering in the world, how it makes sense with God's love, and how we should respond. A week later, I was in the hospital with stomach problems, great pain, and a period of severe autonomic dysreflexia. Therefore, I got to practice what I preached. After I was back to normal health, my friend John suggested I should preach on what happens when a friend encounters sudden wealth. I have not preached that topic, but I've given my first sermon at other congregations without trouble.

Last Sunday, I preached from James who said to consider trials a great joy. The text refers to trials of faith, but isn't limited to this subject. Just prior to preaching, I received an email from my nursing agency. The scheduler let me know one of my night nurses has requested indefinite leave starting August 11. She normally works every Thursday-Saturday, but those nights will now be open. My other night nurse agreed to pick up one more day a week, but it means almost every Saturday night will be open. 

Staying up nights is hard on my parents and we all go with little sleep. After two nights in a row, we're nearly zombies by Sunday morning. I already have two preaching times scheduled in August that will be affected, but I'm not planning to cancel. It means any further requests for this year may get denied though. This morning, I preached on the importance of fellowship with friends and other Christians especially. I don't mind if I practice this more.

Friday was also my second attempt to get my trach button changed. This time, we had all the necessary parts and everything went well. My doctor did say the area in and around the hole for the button looks angry from infection though. More samples were taken and will hopefully produce results that give answers.

With one mouth stick, I've never tried juggling. However, it feels like living the quad life is a juggling act to keep everything moving as needed. This week has a full calendar as well, so I will see what God brings. 

Preaching Marathan has Begun

In early May, I sat in a meeting with local pastors and church speakers. It was the group's final meeting of the year and I told a friend that I had a very open preaching schedule if he wanted a break sometime. He has yet to contact me, but the open schedule has disappeared. Starting tonight, I'm scheduled to preach somewhere five out of the next seven weeks.

When I was young, nearly every church had a morning and evening service every Sunday. Now, only a small number of churches still hold evening services and they are mainly attended by people past retirement age. A congregation very close to my home recently lost their main pastor due to him moving to another church. Therefore, I am scheduled to fill one evening a month through September, so far.

Tonight I will be starting a series looking at the book of James. Since I normally only lead a certain church every few months, or less, I rarely get to do a sermon series and look in depth at a passage. I'm excited for the opportunity, but it also creates a problem. I will not be able to recycle these messages to use in other churches. I am scheduled to preach at my own congregation next week, which means I need a totally different message. The final quad life wrinkle is that I didn't have a nurse last night, which means I'm preaching this evening while I am tired and my parents are as well.

This last week has been interesting in finalizing and reviewing one message while preparing another that is totally unrelated. I am then scheduled to preach in the evening again on August 10, and that sermon only exists as an idea for the next message in my series. I also have to keep in mind web development with two new sites I've been working on this week.

My passage tonight is James 1:1-12 and looks at persevering under trial. I am in a busy time of my own doing, but I'm thankful to primarily be back to regular health and to know God gives wisdom to all who ask. I pray for wisdom and energy these next several weeks as I work to do the tasks God has given me and serve Him faithfully through it all.

Weekend of Independence

Friday was the Fourth of July, or Independence Day in the United States. It has been 249 years since this nation declared its independence and freedom for all citizens.

One of the guaranteed freedoms the founding fathers wanted for Americans was the ability to worship. In many European countries, the Catholic church had political power and restricted, or outlawed, any other faith. It's still the case today that some nations only allow Islam while others say the country's leader is to be worshiped.

Recently, Christians have been more maligned in American media and beliefs labeled as hate, but we thankfully have remained free to worship. With the current administration, some of the former oppression has reduced, but it still pops up in some areas.

Due to recent passage of some funding measures, I have seen comments on social media how our freedoms have been revoked and we're living in horrible times. Looking back in Christian history, believers were used as torches to light parties and killed in various ways for following God's Word. The only restrictions I've seen now in the US are to enter the country legally and less government funding for abortion providers.

On this weekend, I'm thankful for this time God has placed me to be used by Him. My lungs are still needing more suctioning, but I'm thankful for improvement and access to necessary supplies. No, everything isn't perfect in the United States, but no human institution will be.

Living the quad life, and seeing other countries, I am very thankful to be alive, active, and still able to live independently. Some of these may change in the future, but this weekend is a time to give thanks. 

Mother's Day 2025

Today is the day set aside to celebrate mothers. Both parents have the important task of raising children in the knowledge of the Lord, but it especially falls to moms. God gave men and women complimentary traits and women tend to be more gentle and able to help children, just as God designed. My mother especially uses her God given talents.

For the last two nights, I have not had any help at night. We knew this was coming, but it still means 53 hours straight without outside help. Dad goes to bed around 9:00 in the evening and it's just mom and I until he gets up again at 1:30 in the morning. During this time, I go up and down in bed and start some of my night routine.

Despite being tired and having pain from a day of activity, mom still does what's needed. I wish I could make the time easier for her, but don't have another way to help. Mom also keeps track of everything for the house as well as helping with our family.

Above all, I'm thankful for the Godly instruction mom gave me. As a young boy, I remember sitting on mom's lap, vent tubes and all, as she read to me from a children's Bible. She also always encouraged me to keep up in school and not run over classmates.

We never know how long I will be able to continue living at home. However, mom has worked very hard for 40 years to allow me to live at home and be active. All the decades have accumulated much stress and many long nights, and I'm thankful for everything God has done through my mother.

Remember to cherish parents and look for their guidance while you can. We never know when life will change and someone will be taken from us. Let us celebrate mothers not only today, but every day.

He is Risen!

Today is when we celebrate Easter, when Christ conquered death so that we may have life with Him. By Jesus' sacrifice and resurrection, He has fully paid for our sins.

Friday evening, I watched this video about Easter that covered some of the fabrications that have been made to say Jesus was a myth. However, paying close attention to what Scripture actually says can easily see through deception.

Several of the myths say that the record of Jesus was actually other gods and their information was changed to the Bible. Some of the supposed facts were that the gods were born of virgins on December 25 and were visited by three kings. However, Scripture does not give a date of Jesus' birth or how many wise men visited, just that three gifts were given.

It is also said that the disciples stole Jesus' body and made up the resurrection. Jesus physical body was seen multiple times, touched, and even witnessed by more than 500 people at one point. Trying to say everything was a hoax or hallucination would be a miracle of deception. Even secular sources from Rome confirm the biblical writings.

As we celebrate Easter, we can be assured it is the truth and can be fully trusted. Further evidence is also available by seeing the conversion of Jesus' brothers, Paul, and the major change in Jewish customs.

Living the quad life, I see daily how I sin against God and deserve His just wrath. I know I can never earn salvation, but Christ fully paid the debt I owe and deserves my full praise. Soon, I hope to be able to share the gospel with more people in person, but look for the opportunity anywhere. Have a blessed Easter and week ahead!

Schools, Church, and Nearly Forgetting

Since 2014, I have written a blog entry almost every week. I generally write them on one of my Saturday sit times with a scheduled release of 2:00 Sunday afternoon. This morning, as dad was flopping me around to get dressed for church, it occurred to me that I completely forgot to write. Therefore, I'm actually writing on Sunday afternoon, mainly while flat even.

Last Tuesday was my first regular school visit. I had three sections of 2nd graders with about 20-25 minutes per section. The time went very quick and I skipped some of the items I normally cover. However, it was great getting to work with kids again. Short visits once a year are too few, I wish I could be around kids more regularly all year.

My final section concluded with afternoon recess. In wondering around the room as I spoke, I suddenly realized I was beside the coat rack where all 20 or so kids were headed. As children climbed around me, one boy stood about a foot away telling me some apparently serious revelation, but I couldn't hear a thing he said. My caregiver, stuck on the opposite side of me, later said she had the same problem. I didn't like giving generic nods, but it seemed to satisfy him.

Friday was another class of 2nd graders, whose teacher didn't tell I was coming. As students filtered in from recess, they had looks of surprise and curiosity on their faces. I finished more than 45 minutes after starting, but it went well and the active group seemed to learn.

This morning was my first, and currently only, church service scheduled for this year. It was a familiar congregation, but I'm responsible for the full service. I preached on James 2, demonstrating faith by deeds/works, and not earning salvation. I remembered most my points, but had a sore throat after talking for an hour. I considered dictating this entry, but my voice wasn't having it.

I'm thankful the van worked and dad is able to get me going, even with needing to use my hoyer lift. This will be another active week in the quad life with more school visits, but a break is coming!

Seeing the Divide

For the past several years, political commentary has talked about the growing divide between the two parties in US. It seems that no matter how common sense a bill appears, one party will support it and the other reject. This week, the divide was easy to see.

On Tuesday evening, President Trump held a joint address of the congress. I watched about a third of it live, but saw more parts through replays. At one point, the President honored a 13-year-old boy who has battled brain cancer for years and overcome doctor's expectations. His dream is to become a police officer and he has been made an honorary officer numerous times. Tuesday, President Trump made him an honorary secret service agent.

The look of surprise and thankfulness on the young man's face was priceless. The moment brought much applause and tear filled eyes, but from only half the room. The Democratic party members didn't budge and looked annoyed at the special honor given. A number of news outlets had comments about the political party's reaction.

I see much the same when witnessing to people on the street or online. We can clearly see God's handiwork in His creation in very intricate detail so that we are without excuse. Yet, many scientists turn a blind eye to it and claim random chance evolution. They refuse to see what is before them and stay stuck in their ways.

In the same manner, many want to go on living a life of unrepentant sin and enjoy its pleasures for a season. God said come to Him all who are weary and burdened, and He will give them rest. The struggle against sin never ends, but all who repent and trust in Christ alone have an advocate on the day of judgment.

I pray that the divide in this country is ended and we can return to common-sense laws, such as only biological women in women's sports and private spaces. Until we turn to God though, the divide will continue to grow. I hope to live this quad life to help spread the good news of salvation to all.

Much Done with Staying Home

This has been a busy week with a lot I could cover. Monday started with the inauguration of President Trump, and Tuesday was an introduction to a new class. Finally, on Thursday, I had work done on my diaphragm pacemaker system. I also biked a few times, and never left the house. Some of these topics will come up in later posts, but this week I'll look at the first item listed.

I don't watch mainstream media, or legacy media as it is starting to be called. For the past few years, it has become very biased toward one political party and very against Christianity. Therefore, I may watch local weather, but that's about it. I get all of my news through online resources for local items and through an online station in Australia. It's unfortunate, but I get my best US news from the other half of the globe.

Much of the world has been anticipating the change of leadership in the United States and changes started before the inauguration. For the most part, I have been pleased with the changes that have happened this week. Hostage release was great to hear, but hopefully the price paid won't cause more trouble later on.

Watching the flurry of executive orders to complete promised actions was interesting. I, along with many, am thankful to see the end of DEI policies and the declaration that only two genders exist. While I agree with these orders, they are too much like a dictatorship.

When another administration comes, previous executive orders can just be reversed. This makes for instability, and not what the founding fathers intended for this country. Permanent change needs to come through all the governing branches and be agreed upon by a majority, not just a single party.

The only way this will happen is if the country returns to a sure foundation, and that can only be found in Scripture. The United States has never been fully Christian, but it was founded upon Christian principles and depended upon at least general biblical foundations to stay secure. While we have a few year's reprieve, Christians need to boldly proclaim the gospel and change hearts and minds. This is the only way we can have stability, but I am afraid is the most difficult.

In this quad life, I hope to take every opportunity to speak I can. Unfortunately, few Christians actively share their faith and will waste the time given. I pray this will not be the case, but we'll have four years to see.

Are You Prepared to Flee?

The new year is less than two weeks old, and the last seven days have seen devastation in various forms in the country. First, a winter storm hit from Kansas, to Missouri, Indiana, and further east. It dumped large amounts of snow, closing many roads and leaving motorists stranded on the roads.

Second, wild fires in southern California went through suburbs of Los Angeles burning multi-million dollar homes to the ground. Some of the residences were right on the beach with a clear view of water, but they still couldn't be saved. Occasions like these make me think what I would do in these situations and consider how to prepare.

Thankfully, Iowa was spared from this latest winter weather, but we're not unfamiliar with it. For the most part, if you stay home and don't try to head out, it won't be a big issue. In my situation, it likely means no caregivers for a day or two, but that's about it. My town mostly has underground power lines that aren't affected by snow and I try to make sure I have plenty of supplies on hand. Fire is a completely different situation though.

In California, some residents waited until the last minute to evacuate, or chose to stay home and try to protect their house with garden hoses. I saw reports that people were filling their cars with belongings, only to abandon them in grid-locked traffic and flee on foot. The vehicles then had to be bulldozed out of the way for fire trucks to get through.

If I had to evacuate quickly, it would be a mess, especially if I was in bed. Using my lift takes about 10 minutes to get me in my chair. Along with my wheelchair, I would also need my backup diaphragm pacemaker and the wires and brackets that go along with it. After breathing and locomotion, I also have equipment for bathroom needs as well as clearing out my lungs. Just thinking of it all would likely take more time than I had.

I can be thankful that God has not allowed such a situation to occur in my quad life. However, it's something all of us should probably have in mind, and prepare an emergency kit, just in case. Now that we're starting a new week, I pray it will be calmer for everyone. Whatever may come, it's good to remember that God is in control.